Postpone, delay, put off, ...

I changed this picture thanks to the Photoshop miracles :) It isn't a photograph I took myself so I give credits to Joke B. from my youth club.

jump over rope
Originally uploaded by nikitacortez.

It's kinda my mood: dark (my fears and things I ain't succeeding in) and colourful (my hopes and dreams).

I looked up all the words for "uitstellen", this is what lookwayup.com gave me:

1. uitstellen [vc] (postpone, hold_over, put_over, table, shelve, set_back, defer, remit, put_off, prorogue) hold back to a later time. More...
2. uitstellen [vc] (delay) act later than planned, scheduled, or required. More...
3. uitstellen [vc] (adjourn, withdraw, retire) break from a meeting or gathering.More...

And right now I'm soooo putting things on the hold and it's really not a good thing! In my darker moods I keep thinking about a quote from Grey's Anatomy: "I'm damaged goods" although the protagonist Meredith keeps denying it. I, on the other hand, won't even try to deny it =). Selfknowledge is a good thing, right? Haha I keep telling myself that! Anyway, because it's an important year for me now (thesis!), I went to a timemanagement course with a classmate. It was actually more like a supportgroup for people who keep putting things on hold. My classmate and I were really pleased we weren't alone with our issues and he even made a joke that in a year I would be addicted to going to supportgroups. I see some sense in that!

Anyway, you find solace in other people's problems. It is comforting to see you are not alone :)

Things I love:
I have this original site in my RSS-reader: http://postsecret.blogspot.com/ Be sure to check it out. It's also a really good inspiration for writing stories. One sentence and your mind is gone with imagination and situations to what the pictures can refer!

See you soon (if my bad habits allow it)